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Title: Koi Deewana Kehta Hai

Poet: Dr. Kumar Vishwas

Koi deewana kehta hai,koi paagal samajhta hai
magar dharti ki bechaini ko bus pagal samajhta hai
mein tujhse door kaisa hoon, tu mujhse door kaisi hai
ye tera dil samajhta hai, yaa mera dil samajhta hai

Mauhabbat ek ehsasson ki pawan si kahaani hai
kabhi kabira deewana tha, kabhi meera diwani thi
yahaan sab log kehte hain meri aankhon mein aasoon hain
jo tu samjhe to moti hai, naa samjhe to paani hai

samandar peer ka andar hai lekin ro nahin sakta
ye aasoon pyaar ka moti hai isko kho nahin sakta
meri chahaht ko apna tu bana lena magar sun le
jo mera ho nahin paaya wo tera ho nahin sakta

Ki brahmar koi kumudni par machal baitha to hangama
hamaare dil mein koi khwab pal baitha to hungama
abhi tak doob kar sunte the sab kissa mauhabbat ka
mein kisse ko hakikat mein badal baitha to hungaama

Fanaa - Mere Haath Mein (ENGLISH)

Death,fear and pain is everywhere( by kishern manickam)

                       Well,Yeah guess this is it.Before I go to the subject,Let me tell all of you a story to remember. An Indian boy who was so happy in his life in school and almost every time he puts on high hopes and large,giggly faces. But until something terrible happened to him. He started losing his friends and family's trust.He got so frustrated he lost interest in his own activities.So his grades went down vastly in a blink of an eye. Then it was September 15 2009 in a specific school. He took an entrance test to enter 'O' levels, He passed that test but still he wasn't happy because he did not have any friends; but bullies instead. Ruining every second of his life turning him into a mad monster. But he always fakes a smile to get away from trouble. He is emotionally troubled until a Chinese thin haired person helped him. he was happy again but not for long his peers abolished his happiness swiftly. He reported those goons to the deputy principal an old geezer  i would say. he gave a warning for those boys and those boys took revenge on him they stopped inviting him to parties they always talked to him sarcastically and tried to use his own actions against him until 2 years later he was never happy again he always preoccupied with other things most likely fear is what's stoppin that star from shinin. In the intent to kill and suicide he rarely talks to anyone and prefers to be away from his peers.His old friend waqar younas khan talks to him sometimes in Facebook but the condemned boy lies to waqar he's fine everythin's alright theres nothin to worry. So waqar walks away happy. But now he is still suffering and some his peers that gone against him regret for their delicate sins. Askin him are alright mate. He says i'm fine with a faint smile. This is because he knows most of them are lying and they wanna  suck him dry slowly  for their own needs so now he is solo fightin for himself caring for himself merciless in the lights of others and now he is fightin hopin he makes it through with his own hands.Sometimes he wants to suicide to end his everlastin pain.

Waqar Younas Khan a Friend and an owl(dedicated to Waqar younas)(by kishern manickam

Before i start my poem i dedicate this to Waqar Younas khan who has inspired me to write this to him.


Some say he is an wise owl from the heavens,
To dispose the fowl of others with his ravens,
Some say he is a prophet of wisdom,
But he seldom's consider himself wise,
Some believe he has the power of inspiration to teach others of manners and respect,
But he believe's perspiration solve's obstacles in the tide's of time,
Waqar,
A man who i consider an advisor that relies on wisdom rather than of strength,
He sacrifices many to correct and not to erect,
He has his thought's on others,
Instead he doesn't  bother to be be caught,
He confronts his foe's,
And turns them to friends,
Never has he dashed the hopes of others,
But flashing it brightly he does,
Instead trapping others in obstacles,
He provides miracles to their mind and soul,
He believes the road of success,
Is to undergo the fouls of a toad,
At the end a shining star awaits,
Not far it waits,
For the soul to fly,
Tasting no more foul flies,
Lies and sly's,
When that star is obtained,
It will be maintained,
Because of the inspiration that cheats destiny,
Can only be done by the will of others,
Waqar,
Believes that everyone has something special in them,
But only ego is the power to destruction,
Slow and painful,
Without sanity,
Nor vanity,
Waqar,
Has shone blight in darkness,
Twists everything in a whisk,
teaching might and rights,
That all of us must fight for,
Only then the true meaning of peace comes,
When the pieces are reassembled,
He sticks like honey,
to optimistic people,
He ticks away like money,
To pessimistic people,
A great mentor,
That inspired me,
And fixed me altogether,
From a fallen angel,
To a shining star. 

The reason that I'm alive now (by kishern manickam)

                             Yeah,You guys and girls might be wondering about the topic. SOOOOO,the very reason I am now alive,confused ;but happy is because of having faith in myself. Okay,Okay i'll move to the point now. Helllllllllooooooo stop screaming!!!!! this is not quantum physics. So well, I've always wanted to commit suicide. Why? because I was bullied relentlessly for three-quarters if my lifetime in school. The pain was freakin endless. Teachers misunderstood me, students kept pickin on me and...................................................... yeah I was beaten up many times by words and family. My family thought that i'm theeeeee cause of every single drop of mistake.
                             Well,dont even bother sayin that again cuz thats ovaerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. My whole time bein picked on by heartless people who want pain as their source of entertainment. Then loneliness strikes like bolts of lightning frying away my normal self. I tried to jump of the school building. But one guy pulled me back up. I tried again and again Nor could I even do IT!!!!! I felt That i am such a coward. Wasting life like trash . Then I started doin what people wanted to get attention and to please them at every way.
                              Didn't work at all. they just find ways to insult an Indian who they think he is an Idiot. Well things just got worse until I tried to take pills. My bro stopped me. I felt lonely,depressed, and physically sick, I wanted to cry,beat,kill every time i see the people who upturned my fate. Everything spoiled, couldn't take it anymore of this damn fools. Wanted to kill them. But I was restrained by My good friend. I started being quiet,neutral,selfish,heartless and merciless. I showed no signs of pity, Everytime they bullied me verbally and physical. Just massacred all of them in many ways including verbally. Everyone started to fear me, They started to cry, Worse they started screaming for their sorry asses. But pity was out of my mind. My grades became worse. I got more beating and scolding. I didn't feel any pain from that not even emotionally pain. Until, my science teacher was surprised and proud of me. That melted my heart.She said something to motivate me to go on. She has been watching me endure pain like not many could do.
                               She praised me alot for getting a great grade for science. I felt like crying but i didn't show it. I started working very hard to gain peers. Learning every move from mistakes. The spirit kept me goin. Like I trusted faith in me. It trusted me until i have reached to a certain level where I finALLY WAS invited to my first outing. I felt happy that this is finally over in a short period of time. I felt so proud and i feel stronger. I feel powerful. I am relieved of my pain though it felt neverending. I have a stronger will now to keep on fighting and strive for the best of all.


        Moral:no matter what,Trust faith and it will trust you.Without faith, You will suffer a great deal of pain

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