Yeah,You guys and girls might be wondering about the topic. SOOOOO,the very reason I am now alive,confused ;but happy is because of having faith in myself. Okay,Okay i'll move to the point now. Helllllllllooooooo stop screaming!!!!! this is not quantum physics. So well, I've always wanted to commit suicide. Why? because I was bullied relentlessly for three-quarters if my lifetime in school. The pain was freakin endless. Teachers misunderstood me, students kept pickin on me and...................................................... yeah I was beaten up many times by words and family. My family thought that i'm theeeeee cause of every single drop of mistake.
Well,dont even bother sayin that again cuz thats ovaerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. My whole time bein picked on by heartless people who want pain as their source of entertainment. Then loneliness strikes like bolts of lightning frying away my normal self. I tried to jump of the school building. But one guy pulled me back up. I tried again and again Nor could I even do IT!!!!! I felt That i am such a coward. Wasting life like trash . Then I started doin what people wanted to get attention and to please them at every way.
Didn't work at all. they just find ways to insult an Indian who they think he is an Idiot. Well things just got worse until I tried to take pills. My bro stopped me. I felt lonely,depressed, and physically sick, I wanted to cry,beat,kill every time i see the people who upturned my fate. Everything spoiled, couldn't take it anymore of this damn fools. Wanted to kill them. But I was restrained by My good friend. I started being quiet,neutral,selfish,heartless and merciless. I showed no signs of pity, Everytime they bullied me verbally and physical. Just massacred all of them in many ways including verbally. Everyone started to fear me, They started to cry, Worse they started screaming for their sorry asses. But pity was out of my mind. My grades became worse. I got more beating and scolding. I didn't feel any pain from that not even emotionally pain. Until, my science teacher was surprised and proud of me. That melted my heart.She said something to motivate me to go on. She has been watching me endure pain like not many could do.
She praised me alot for getting a great grade for science. I felt like crying but i didn't show it. I started working very hard to gain peers. Learning every move from mistakes. The spirit kept me goin. Like I trusted faith in me. It trusted me until i have reached to a certain level where I finALLY WAS invited to my first outing. I felt happy that this is finally over in a short period of time. I felt so proud and i feel stronger. I feel powerful. I am relieved of my pain though it felt neverending. I have a stronger will now to keep on fighting and strive for the best of all.
Moral:no matter what,Trust faith and it will trust you.Without faith, You will suffer a great deal of pain
Well,dont even bother sayin that again cuz thats ovaerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. My whole time bein picked on by heartless people who want pain as their source of entertainment. Then loneliness strikes like bolts of lightning frying away my normal self. I tried to jump of the school building. But one guy pulled me back up. I tried again and again Nor could I even do IT!!!!! I felt That i am such a coward. Wasting life like trash . Then I started doin what people wanted to get attention and to please them at every way.
Didn't work at all. they just find ways to insult an Indian who they think he is an Idiot. Well things just got worse until I tried to take pills. My bro stopped me. I felt lonely,depressed, and physically sick, I wanted to cry,beat,kill every time i see the people who upturned my fate. Everything spoiled, couldn't take it anymore of this damn fools. Wanted to kill them. But I was restrained by My good friend. I started being quiet,neutral,selfish,heartless and merciless. I showed no signs of pity, Everytime they bullied me verbally and physical. Just massacred all of them in many ways including verbally. Everyone started to fear me, They started to cry, Worse they started screaming for their sorry asses. But pity was out of my mind. My grades became worse. I got more beating and scolding. I didn't feel any pain from that not even emotionally pain. Until, my science teacher was surprised and proud of me. That melted my heart.She said something to motivate me to go on. She has been watching me endure pain like not many could do.
She praised me alot for getting a great grade for science. I felt like crying but i didn't show it. I started working very hard to gain peers. Learning every move from mistakes. The spirit kept me goin. Like I trusted faith in me. It trusted me until i have reached to a certain level where I finALLY WAS invited to my first outing. I felt happy that this is finally over in a short period of time. I felt so proud and i feel stronger. I feel powerful. I am relieved of my pain though it felt neverending. I have a stronger will now to keep on fighting and strive for the best of all.
Moral:no matter what,Trust faith and it will trust you.Without faith, You will suffer a great deal of pain
