a new beginning

Before, I start my really long (poem/story), i would like to thank everyone who has appreaciated my blog so far.
here I go.


I felt down once,
The clouds and cold,icy and prickly atmosphere, described my lost of hope,
To dwell with vain, so as with pain,
I felt locked and covered with chains that I thought changed my destiny,
Just as a horse's mane is tied with a rope before it's slaughtered,
I thought that my life was always's down on me only,
I assumed that suicide was the only way out,
Out of this tension,bullying from peers in every form and pain from mental,physical and emotional mediums,

Until, I found a way to get out of this misery, and find the light and path to freedom form all my impure habits and negative energy of thought,

I found the true strength inside me to keep on fighting and never to give up no matter what happens,

The true strength meaning not by brawns or mentality, but the will to live and continue,

the strength to maintain calmness and control over myself,

Even my family makes me feel down sometimes, but i always remembered that in real life, there are no fairy  tales,

The only way to walk through that road is to stand for yourself and go on with the decision that you have made,

only then can you watch and live through a new beginning.

The bloom of the will of fire inside you.